Finally. Blessed FINALLY we were at the final day of our FEI experience. No shade to the horse show itself, but Presto was over it and therefore I was over it and we were both ready to GTFO and go home.

The 1* jogged first on Sunday at 8am, and then our division’s showjumping started at 9:30 (I was second to jump). This might seem like ample time, but the course wasn’t set or open for walking until 8:45, and my coach had to jog her 2* horse right around that same time, so it ended up being a bit of a tight morning, time-wise.

I was up and down in the barn by 5 to give Presto his Ulcergard, and the braider (my new favorite person) showed up pretty soon after. Once he was done getting braided he got his breakfast, and then I got him out and took him for a long handwalk. He looked great though… cold tight legs, didn’t seem particularly body sore or tired or anything. Indeed, he was a bit wild. I jogged him and he looked good, so he went back in his stall for a few minutes while I went to see if the showjumping course was at least posted (it wasn’t) and then went to change into my jog outfit.

For the jog itself, he was once again in old hunter pony mode. Like seriously man. When we practice jogging him up, he comes bounding forward like the pranciest fanciest thing you’ve ever seen. The second he gets to the ACTUAL jog strip he’s like oh no I simply cannot why we do dis.

Either way, despite his terrible presentation, this time he was quickly accepted. Praise the freakin eventing gods.

He got to go back to his stall while I went and changed into my show clothes. By the time I was dressed I could see that they were done dragging the showjumping ring and the poles were all back in their cups, so Megan and I ran over there in the hopes that they would open the course a bit early for walking. As soon as we got there the course designer gave the thumbs up, so we quickly walked the course and made a plan.

Once we were done walking Megan had to jet back to jog her 2* horse, and I had to jet back to get mine tacked up. Luckily he doesn’t require an extensive warmup so the timing worked out pretty great actually, even if it was a bit tight.

One of the big things we’ve been working on is my base pace and allowing him to keep coming forward (in balance of course) to the jumps. I tend to want to over-manage the canter and sometimes take too much away in the corner, or package it up too much out of the corner. He’s a ginormous horse so it always feels faster and less balanced to me than it actually is. He’s keeping a much better shape across his topline now than he used to, he doesn’t need as much help anymore. Megan wants me to stay up off of him a bit more in the corners and just sink down softly into my tack once I see my distance. It does seem to work better for us at this stage.

We worked on “base pace” in the warmup, and all the jumps came up great. We jumped a few oxers of increasing height and width, and then ended with a tall vertical. The rider that went before me was Caroline Pamucku, so I got to halfway watch her round, which was better than getting to watch none at all. I like to see how the turns and distances are working out. Everything walked pretty standard, but ya know… sometimes it rides differently.

We went in the ring, saluted the judge, and then away we went. I very deliberately got him out in front of my leg immediately, wanting to make sure that if nothing else, I didn’t get accused of having too little pace. I’m tired of making that mistake. Fence 1 came up great, and we made the turn to fence 2. Megan tells you to look at the inside standard of the fence as you’re coming through the turn, and then shift your eye to the takeoff spot once you’ve made the turn. This works really well for me, I don’t end up drifting a smidge past my line and hanging out too long in the corner.

He jumped the absolute shit out of the oxer at 2, then down the line to a skinny vertical at 3. Then it was around the turn again to 4, with 5 strides to 5AB. I got slightly deep to 4 so had to land and step up just a teeny bit to get down to 5A correctly. He was incredibly rideable though, and kept jumping really well no matter what. He’s gotten so much stronger that he’s jumping really well from the deeper distance now because he’s actually pushing off the ground properly.

We made the left turn to 6, which was the start of our S-curve of jumps across the ring. The oxer in the middle looked ginormous and really really square.

This is also the point where I get to admit that I completely forgot that FEI showjumping is bigger than the national equivalent level. Like Modified showjumping is 1.05m, but CCI1* showjumping is 1.10m, which is Prelim height. I didn’t realize that until YESTERDAY. So ya know… um… does explain why I was like “huh, these look a little big”. Yes, you moron. The first one was M height and the rest were P. Duh.

Anyway, I saw a bit of a move up to that oxer and he just FLEW over it. Like grew wings and flew. I think my soul left my body, and I very distinctly remember thinking “glad I put a little sticky spray on my saddle this morning” during the 75 seconds we were in the air.

He jumped the next oxer much the same way.

It’s kind of insane how easy this all still is for him, he’s just starting to make some kind of effort. And the effort makes me think it’s time to start working out more if I plan on actually staying attached to this animal when he finally starts making genuine efforts.

Then it was around to the last line (cutting inside a group of standards – FEI SJ is set at 350mpm rather than 325mpm, so the time ends up tighter. No room for making big loopy turns!) which was a two stride and then 7 bending strides to a vertical. Well it could be 7 direct or 8 with more bend in the line, but that line had been there the day before and direct seemed to be working better, so we went with that.

He jumped all those super too, and with that we had ourselves a double clear round and our very first FEI completion!

I was super pleased with the round and how he jumped, it’s feeling smoother and like the balance is improving. Mostly I was also just glad I didn’t shit the bed and do something entirely stupid, like go off course or fall off. That would have been the pits. I wanted that completion plaque! And we got it!

Sadly, if not for the umbrella incident we would have finished 5th. That stings. That stings a lot. But at the end of the day it’s hard to be disappointed with the weekend, really. He was super in the dressage, we had one of our best XC rounds ever (and it felt easy), and the SJ was also one of our best rounds to date.

The part that sucked was managing him for 5 days in stabling. I thought it would be a challenge, and I was right. It’s just so not the situation for him, and clearly I haven’t figured it all out. It mostly left me feeling like I will be in absolutely no hurry to do another FEI any time soon, or travel particularly far to out of town horse shows. Luckily this is Ocala, and I don’t really have to. We’ve got plenty of stuff to do and things to work on to keep us occupied.

I have a whole lot of thoughts and feelings on the whole thing, really. More than I can ever type and a lot of conflicting emotions. Patreon members, we recorded a podcast about it (its on your dashboard) so you could get the full and unfiltered story. The short version is that while I’m glad we did the FEI – it’s a bucket list item checked off, no doubt – it wasn’t really some kind of magical or poignant experience for me. Mostly it was stressful. Really stressful. In ways I hadn’t even considered.

Luckily we’ve got other stuff on the docket now, and it’s local and much more familiar, so… sigh of relief on that front. There are still a couple more shows before Ocala kinda shuts down for summer, so we’ll see if we can continue our plans for the rest of the season (knock on wood… I feel like with horses we’re always knocking on wood…)!

I’m drafting a post about all the outfits involved in this whole adventure, since that seemed to be a popular idea. Coming soon (hopefully tomorrow?)!