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Last week I experienced every social media manager’s worst nightmare: my facebook got hacked. Not just hacked, but the person linked my facebook account to an instagram account that went against terms of service, so my whole facebook account got banned. Booted. Disappeared. Unalived.

Superb.

Thus far it’s been entirely irretrievable despite my best efforts. Ever tried contacting Facebook/Meta? BEST OF LUCK. It’s infuriating. I can’t even appeal it online because it won’t allow me to go past the point of logging in. So now it’s just… gone.

Which at first made me mad. Now it’s just become incredibly sad. That account had 15 years of pictures and videos (most of which I don’t have saved anywhere else), and posts and comments, and connections and friends, and groups and community. Just… poof. All gone. Every day I think of something else I’ll probably never get back and it’s upsetting all over again. Honestly it even feels like a blow to my reputation in general, because there was just so much history there and so many connections… now if someone looks me up there’s just nothing much to find. That’s something I can’t back.

Not to even mention the issues it’s caused with my work. I manage or run several business pages, some of which were also impacted. After a few days of getting absolutely nowhere I gave up and created a new facebook account, so I could at least reconnect the business pages and do my job while I tried to retrieve my original account. But now it seems like that new account might just be my only account.

It’s weird to feel like you’re in mourning over something as seemingly silly as a facebook account, but here we are. Turns out it was more important than I thought.

I briefly considered just taking that as my cue to exit facebook, and only use the new account to access the business pages I need and the Patreon group. But the truth is, I do actually need it in my line of work, and I do really enjoy it. The groups in particular. So I’m rebuilding, slowly but surely, trying to find all my old groups and friends. Except I’m scared to send out friend requests because the first time I tried, several people reported the new account as fraud. Also a lot of groups won’t let me join because my account is too new. It’s beyond frustrating.

So if you’re looking for me on facebook and it appears that I have gone POOF… I did indeed go poof, and teleport to an entirely new location. You can find me here.

The best thing about shows during winter season is that XpressFoto is in town doing the show pictures, and their All Images deal is cheaper than buying just a few single photos by themselves, so… there’s LOTS of media! After we talk about the course, anyway.

The course opened for walking on Wednesday at 3pm, so I was there at like 2:50, ready to rock and roll. Hillary came with me, and I was glad for a walking buddy as I mulled over approaches and lines and strategies. My regular trainer was out of town at Carolina, and Megan was lined up to coach me day-of, but she wasn’t there for my first walk on Wednesday. Which is fine by me, because I liked having time to look at things on my own and consider my options.

There were a few things I wanted a second opinion about after my initial course walk – mainly the line from 5 to 6 (it was offset and wonky), the coffin combo (I hated it), and the second crater combo with the corner (I was pretty sure what the best line was through there, but wanted to double check). So on show day Megan walked those with me after dressage, I solidified my plan, and we were all set. For the most part it felt definitely doable, but there was also plenty of work to do in the combos where you really needed to be on your line and committed.

After we finished showjumping I went back to the trailer, put his boots on, gave him some water, put on my vest, and off we went to XC warmup.

Now, remember how I said that Presto had been quiet all day? Like to the point where I really thought the heat was bothering him? Turns out that was A LIE. We got to XC warmup and Presto lit up like the Fourth of July. Turns out he was just saving himself for the fun stuff. I can respect that. Even when he’s trying to run off with me and squeal and crow hop his way around warmup like a lunatic. He was a bit rank. Kind of funny how well he’s figured out the game by now.

Because of that, he got to come out of the start box and do the first part slowly, just to make sure he understood that he still had to be rideable. As you can see from the map, the beginning was winding and felt like it was jump jump jump jump in rapid succession. Really straightforward jumps for the first few though, standard fare to get you into the flow. He was quite respectful about all of it, and had his ears pricked just as hard as they possibly could be.

The first interesting thing came at 5, 6, 7.

The wagon was offset to the brush in such a way that if you wanted to jump both of them straight-on, you’d have to do a wonky little S curve in between the two. Obviously you need to be straight to the brush into the water at 6, since you had to land and bend left to the skinny in the water at 7. So if you wanted to straighten the approach to the brush without having to wind all over the place, the solution was to jump the wagon angled a bit from right to left, which then created more of a bending approach to the brush.

I feel like I had a hard time explaining that, so I drew a picture. I know, my graphic design skills are top tier.

Presto was superb about that… I made the turn, found the line, and it came up nicely. When we jumped the brush into the water he did do his patented little leap step that he loves when he’s feeling full of himself, which caused a bit of a misstep, and I had to really be like “Hi hello you’re not done, there’s a skinny for you in here, get to business”. He was like OH OKAY, GOT IT. It’s the first real question he’s seen since last fall, and I think he needed it to remind him that Modified is harder and he has to stay on task.

After that we only had one let up fence, a ramp, and then we were at the coffin. What I didn’t like about this combo was that the Training line went straight through and was the obvious path to catch the horse’s eye. Both courses had the same A and B, but Training just went straight ahead 3 strides to a brush at C, whereas we had to jump the ditch and do a YOINK to the left three bold strides to a brush skinny at C. I knew Presto would lock on to the Training C and I’d really have to make sure to get him off that line and onto the Modified line. Megan said to open my rein over the ditch, put my eye on it, and “just get it done”. Grit, it’s what’s for eventingdinner.

One thing helped me out a little bit here – there was a truck sitting in the trees to the left of the coffin, and as he took off at the rail he kinda slid his gaze slightly to the left. It worked out for me to get his focus to stay left, opening my inside rein over the ditch, and as soon as his feet touched the ground from the ditch I really closed my leg and was like THAT ONE OVER THERE, GO GET IT. His focus shifted to it immediately and he was superb over the skinny.

Then it was a hop over the collapsible table… I always love to see the frangible fences out there.

And on to the first crater combo. These two Law Firm Ocala jumps were new to us, we haven’t jumped them before. The first show where they made their debut last year, I remember them being a bit spooky for several people. The faux books on the front side of the first jump are a lot to look at, especially since you headed from light to dark with a downhill landing. I rode positively to that one, but Presto didn’t even give it a second glance. He jumped it and landed with his ears perked, looking for the next. By this point in the course he remembered that things can be harder and come up quicker, and he was eating up the challenge and looking for the next. Exactly what I wanted to feel, him getting sharper and more clever.

He popped up and over the mound out of the crater and locked right onto the hanging log. I got him there on a bit of a gap and it was on an angle but he was like I’VE GOT IT NO PROBLEM and off he went, no questions asked. After that we had a quick turn to the right to jump the trakehner. This was another thing he’s never jumped at the horse park before, and it’s right in a tree line in the shade, with a big dark ditch. It’s a spooky AF trakehner. True to form though, he didn’t even seem to notice any of that as he pinged right over, looking for the next.

I finally let him gallop a bit after that, since we had a long stretch to the MIM oxer (which he jumped out of stride like a little champ) and let him keep rolling a bit on the way to the next crater. He came back pretty nicely before the first jump, and I could feel him looking for the question he knew was coming. We jumped the house down into the crater on a slight angle so that we didn’t get hung too far down the slope, then turned to pop up the steep mound over the log.

And y’all… this mofo locked his eyes on that skinny and bounded up the side of the mound like a rabbit on steroids, leaving one out to the skinny. I think in his mind he was like I KNOW WHAT I’M DOING WOW HERE I GO but in reality it wasn’t great because we had 4 quick bending strides after that to a corner. I had to really work the brakes and the steering wheel to get to the corner, and as soon as he realized there was another element he literally threaded his body through the flags on the corner to make it happen. It was a superb cross country horse moment in that he tried his absolute guts out to put us through the flags like he knows he’s supposed to, but also… his overenthusiasm is the reason it was harder than it should have been. I don’t think he was particularly deterred though. Does he get extra credit for the exceptional effort even if he’s the cause of needing to make said exceptional effort? I’m not sure. Either way, next time we will try to be a bit more conservative up the mounds (at least I will… no promises about him).

After that the hard parts were done! We just had a few more until we were home. I really expected him to start feeling a little heavy by that point since 1) hot AF outside 2) he’s not at peak fitness, just coming back to the level. But no. I mean I’d run him pretty slow for the first 2/3 but still… he was plenty full of running, if he’d been allowed.

We galloped over the box, then came down the hill to the second water. By this point he was so full of himself I think it could have been on fire and he would have jumped it. He was positively GLEEFUL through the water, out over the skinny, and then over the last two tables to the finish.

We finished with a buttload of time faults that dropped us way down the placings, but that was the plan in the first place. My main goals for this show were 1) let him see some more challenging things again to get a feel for where we’re at before planning the rest of the season 2) maintain the rideability 3) get us back in sync 4) keep a balanced gallop the whole way around. All of those things were accomplished, so I’m super happy with that. He was so freakin happy to be back out, and he definitely needed to be challenged a little bit. Most of all though, I was just so relieved/elated to be sitting back on my super happy boy XC Machine again… he felt just like the Presto I know and love. All in all, a great day!

He’s baaaaack! Almost 6 months after our last Modified (at Stable View), we had our first run back at the level last week at Ocala Winter 2.

I opted for the Thursday One-Day division, because I’ll almost always take a one-day option if it’s available. It’s quicker, it’s easier, and it’s less impactful to the rest of my schedule. Love it. Love love. Of course, those one-days are always Open divisions full of pros, but whatever. I’d rather be in a more competitive division and not have to be spread over two days or have it take up the whole weekend, since I’m almost always working on the weekends.

The downside of Thursday this time is that it was hot. Hot hot. Like almost 90 degrees.

Presto was oddly not too obnoxious to braid that morning. Usually he’s a nightmare, spending the whole time wiggling, trying to knock me off the stool, or bite me. This time he mostly stood still. I almost took his temperature to make sure he wasn’t sick (true confessions: have done that before when he was being a little too normal). I got him braided in record time, and off we went on the 45 minute trek to Florida Horse Park.

My ride times were superb… 11:39 dressage, 1:22 stadium, 1:41 XC. Close together, but workable, and late enough that it meant I wasn’t in a rush in the morning. I got there with plenty of time to spare and Presto just chilled (quietly???) at the trailer while I slowly got ready. The only time he really perked up was when two horses got loose from a neighboring trailer and took off down the road.

I got on to head to dressage warmup and he was STILL QUIET. I was like um ok is he about to have a heat stroke or something, why is he chill? He was fine, just like… acting so normal and trained and seasoned. It was unlike him. I only trotted and cantered for maybe 8 minutes and then just walked until it was my turn. They were running early, so it worked out.

The test was fine. Like it was accurate enough, and he went around pleasantly, and there was nothing majorly wrong with it. I thought (and Megan agreed) that it just lacked the usual extra sparkle he has when he’s really in the mood to show off. I assumed it was probably because of the heat. Like my lengthenings were all blah, one of the leg yields (usually one of our best marks) was crooked, and a few transitions were a bit abrupt. It was a good enough test but we left points on the table for sure.

We ended up scoring a 28. After a lifetime of having horses that weren’t particularly talented in the first phase, I’ll never be sad to now have one that can go put down a blah test and still score in the 20’s. We were tied for 4th after dressage.

Hillary was able to come out that day too, which was super helpful because she babysat Presto at the trailer after dressage while Megan and I went to walk courses. I had walked XC the prior afternoon and just wanted her to look at a couple lines/combos with me. We ran out and did that, then went over to showjumping and were able to walk most of that on a drag break before we got booted out. Good enough!

Warmup was brief and uneventful. The gate was sitting open waiting for some people that were supposed to go before me, so I volunteered to go early again. I’m all about shortening my day.

Presto went in and jumped really well. Like I think it’s one of our better rounds at the level, he was really trying and being super rideable. It felt like we finally had our mojo back from last summer.

We did roll the front rail at 7… I just needed to keep his balance a tick more uphill to it, but not a major mistake. I was honestly super happy with the round because it felt smooth and rhythmic and in sync, and he jumped so super otherwise. Not losing sleep over that rail.

After that it was a quick pit stop back at the trailer to put on his XC boots and my vest before we got to the good part… but that’s a story for tomorrow.

I sat down to try to write my weekly catch-up post yesterday and realized I have basically no media from any of it despite there actually being a lot going on at the moment. So… enjoy mostly filler photos.

Last week I went to jumper rounds at Majestic, just hopping around one 1.05m. It was relatively straightforward and uneventful, but there wasn’t a photographer there so ya know… take my word for it. We also did another brief XC school with Megan, kind of reaffirming some of the things (holes, they’re really holes in the education) we worked on the first time. She’s changed the way I’m sitting ever so slightly, and trying to confirm something new into muscle memory takes time.

Argo also jumped down his first line, just a couple crossrails with flower boxes. This was because a friend of a friend is coming to try him next week and asked for video of him jumping a line.

I really had no intention of selling him, but I’ve had several people ask me if I’d be willing to part with him sooner rather than later. I had to think about it for a bit, but I came to the conclusion that if the perfect person comes along and wants to buy him within the next month or so, that still gives me enough time to start over with a new horse for RRP. Do I need to sell him? Nope. But if a super awesome situation comes along sooner rather than later, am I open to it? Yep.

The truth of the matter is that he’s a superb boy, simple and kind in every way, but he’s not an upper level athlete or the type of horse I would keep long term. Because, you know, I’m not right in the head and like them a little bit more… MORE. Know what I mean? See Presto as Exhibit A.

Meanwhile, Argo would love nothing more than to plod around the 3′ and under for the rest of his days, getting treats and face snuggles and having the most predictable and simple life. It’s a fantastic quality in a horse, and one that’s hard to find in something relatively young and fresh off the track. So if his perfect match comes along soon, I’m open to it.

In other news, Presto had his re-check appointment last Friday to look at his stomach and ulcer situation again.

The good news is that the original ulcers that were all along the very top of his stomach are healed. I suspected as much, because he’s been back to normal about jumping ditches and banks. However, something told me that we haven’t solved the problem entirely, and unfortunately I was right. He had some new areas of ulceration a bit lower in his stomach.

There were a couple good things we found, though: 1) his pylorus (we weren’t able to see it last time but this time we got a good view) looks great, and 2) the new ulcers are below the area where food would be, so as long as he’s got forage in him all the time, there shouldn’t really be an issue of discomfort from acid splash like we were having with the original ones.

The bad news is that in my vet’s opinion, this means that ulcers are likely to just be an ongoing issue with this horse. We did learn that his particular ulcer drug of choice seems to be omeprazole and not sucralfate… the sucralfate appears to have done next to nothing for him. She feels like he might be one that does well staying on Nexium, so now we’re trying that along with Platinum GI and Alimend. Which is probably overdoing it but hi hello now I’m paranoid AF.

He could honestly just be that type of horse that requires a round of ulcer meds annually (love that for my wallet) in addition to daily preventatives. All in all I’m extremely glad we’ve scoped him both times, even if my wallet is crying. We’ve learned a lot, and have a much more solid plan because of it.

In more fun news, on Monday I took Presto over to Sweet Dixie mostly just to hop over some bigger stuff, since it’s been a while since we’ve galloped at big tables. We jumped a couple of their P ones and then I schooled their coffin and their new sunken road complex. I jumped maybe 15 jumps total, just mostly wanted to practice the new tweaks a little bit more and at bigger things.

Yesterday I went and had a showjump lesson with Megan and she only really changed one thing but blew my mind entirely in the process. I’ve been having a bit of an ongoing issue lately with riding a little past my distance, especially to oxers. I did it a couple times and she said “so when you come out of the turn to a jump, where are you looking?” and I said top rail, which is what I’ve pretty much always been taught. She said ok this might sound weird, but when you come out of the turn try looking at the exact spot where you want the horse’s feet to be at takeoff, and then once you’re a couple strides out you can lift your eye again.

And I’ll be damned bro, it worked a lot better. There were sparks coming from my brain. But the concept makes tremendous sense when you think about it. It’s yet another re-wiring that I’ll have to do, so right now I really have to concentrate to make my eyes look at the takeoff spot everywhere, but it does seem to help me and my depth perception tremendously. She made a few other small tweaks, but we didn’t jump much since it’s hot and Presto’s got a lot to do this week.

Anyway, I have no media from any of these rides since I went by myself, so… you’ll have to take my word for it I guess. I think having a couple different sets of eyes (Megan and Peter) these past few weeks has been really great, but I’m also now on a big time learning curve trying to enforce some new habits and fill some holes. This is what I’m here for though, so I’m loving it!

Do y’all ever stop and think about what gluttons for punishment we are, trying to ride horses? I mean aside from the obvious things that come along with the fact that they’re ginormous flight animals that thrive on breaking your heart. Like… we dedicate our whole lives to the never-ending, entirely unattainable pursuit of trying to learn how to ride them well. The whole thing is absurd when you really think about it.

Luckily I too am absurd and love to do absurd things. A sport I will never actually master and dedicate my whole entire life to learning how to do it just some kind of marginally decently, with varying levels of success? Sign me up!

Anyway, last week featured a jump lesson, a Peter Gray dressage lesson, a jumper rounds outing, and XC schooling. I don’t have media from the Monday jump lesson but it went well. Lots of turning exercises because it kind of forces you to ride more forward out of the turns, and I needed that.

Tuesday afternoon, Peter Gray was here. And guys, I’ve kind of been wanting to make this happen for years. I don’t idolize anyone (there’s a whole lot of truth to the saying never meet your heroes) but I have a very deep respect for Peter and have always admired the quiet, fair, and methodical approach that he’s always seemed to have in any of the materials I’ve seen or heard from him. He judged Presto as a yearling at YEH, he’s judged dressage tests of Henry’s, I’ve seen him at work so much as a judge or a member of the ground jury, and at YEH/FEH symposiums.

This year I was finally able to connect with him and arrange an afternoon of lessons here at the farm for a few of us. Peter was as expected – fair, but meticulous. He praised what was good and didn’t mince words about what needed work. He gave us exercises to help address the things that need improvement, and I think all the horses got better from beginning to end. Nothing about it was easy – the exercises he had us doing at canter were definitely beyond anything we’ve tried before – but it gave you the opportunity to level up and rise to the occasion.

While his expectations were high, he was very very consistent to enforce that he is seeking quality over quantity, and to always give the horses a lot of breaks and never ask them to hold things for very long when it’s hard for them. Even just half a circle is enough, and we should never drill them. His horsemanship seems top tier. I learned a lot and have already continued to apply the concepts to all of our rides. I’m hoping to have him back out again before season is over, but I think we all need a few weeks to absorb and work on the things he’s already given us. It was a lot!

Patreon folks, you’ve got lots of video of Presto and Tilly’s lessons on your dashboard.

On Wednesday morning Argo went on another field trip to Majestic.

I was mostly just tagging along while other folks jumped around. My goal for that ride was just to have a chill hackabout and let Argo continue to learn that going places and doing things is no big deal. He stood for a while, he walked and trotted and loped around a bit, stood some more, went in the water, etc. He was super good except for when the pony leaped off the down bank like a crackhead right next to him, then he got a little worried, but he calmed back down without much drama.

Michelle also came along and rode Henry, and he was delighted to take her over some of her first XC jumps in a really long time.

On Wednesday afternoon I loaded Presto up and we headed to jumper rounds. The idea was to pop around the meter, and then if that was good maybe do the 1.10m.

Presto went in the ring for the meter and thought he saw demons in one corner. To be fair there was stuff wrapped in black plastic stacked over there, so he wasn’t far off. After a little bit of spooking he decided he might be able to survive it, and we picked up a canter and jumped around the course very uneventfully. We like uneventful. Uneventful is good. Boring is superb.

So we stayed for the 1.10m/Prelim. He was still kind of staring distractedly into the demon corner a little bit, but it wasn’t too big of a deal. I didn’t get him down the first line straight enough and we had a bit of a gap there that resulted in a rail, but the rest was again uneventful and boring.

On Thursday we went and did a quick/simple XC school with Megan (the rider who had Presto when he was a 4yo), who is in town for the season. My regular trainer will be gone for the next show, and since we’re just now dipping our toe back into Modified, I thought it would be prudent to have some trainer assistance lined up for that show. Since Megan already knows us and will be there anyway, she seemed like the logical choice, but I also thought it would be a good idea to ride with her a few times between now and then rather than just day-of. The XC school was super productive, she gave me a few little position tips that I think made a big difference. Getting more eyes on you is always helpful!

The rest of the week was more chill, and one of Michelle’s friends was in town so Argo got to play musical riders. Michelle rode him a couple times, and then her friend rode him a couple times too.

They both rode him great, and again it continues to be really helpful to me to have other people ride him and see how he goes. He’s certainly more of a kick-ride, which makes him more reliable for any level rider… I’m definitely never worried about him running off with anyone or anything like that. I mean, it might take them a few minutes to get him to trot, but… he’s safe!

Michelle was only here for a quick pre-breeding season check-in, so she’s back home now, but she’ll return in a few weeks as we officially get to breeding season. Hopefully she’ll be game to keep riding Argo and Henry some while she’s here!

This week looks to be a little bit calmer (I hope) but ya know… we’ll see what kind of adventures we get up to.